I will miss you too terribly to imagine. When you leave me I will suffer heartache that I have yet to face in my life. I'm sure of this now. Even though now is two years too late. I don't deserve the chance you gave me and I definitely don't deserve the chance that may come from this. I know where you are now. I know how that feels. I was there for the years that you were where I stand now. I only wish that you let me see you form time to time. I see you every school day but I know that what I'm seeing is a mask. I merely wish that you would take the mask off every now and then and let me see the one that I know still loves me.
For the time that you spend away I make a promise to you. If you are ever feeling lost, you need simply ask me to write for you. If you are ever feeling scared, you need simply ask me to hold your hand or hug you. And if you ever feel for any reason that I am gone and you want me there, you need simply tell me where you are and I'll tell you what time we'll see each other again...
"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage."
-Lao Tzu
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